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So sian... I did not sleep yesterday cos I slept after 12. I slept today and woke up today!!! Lol. Today I woke up at record time. 10++ the lastest i have ever woken up. Whoo! lol. Why no one's tagging??? The school hols drags on and I have forgotten my Hw for this hol. There's like so many and I don't bother remembering them anymore. I come across one, then I do one. LA's my top prioity now. Last time we were given one month to write one story. Now? One month to write three stories or poems. But poems are hard to write if you really want to leave a deep impact on the reader. It has to be meaningful and a lot of feelings have to be expressed dramatically. I don't dare venture on with writing a poem after I found out it does not really rhymes. I know a poem need not rhyme, but does that rhymes sounds nicer and has a greater impact. Don't you think so? Ok, at least for my case. Individual preferences... Yay! Today is Saturday and after it is Sunday. Then I will still have only four more days before meeting my friends! Oh yeah, and I found out something. I can't talk to Shrek once without suanning her. So sad for her. Lol. Ok. goging for lunch now. Be back later. I suppose...

Ok! Today was not as bad as i imagined it to be. But still, still very bad. My first short story officially came out and was not very well-recieved by two people. Nvm. I'll strive to improve. Maybe it's not that bad but they don't know how to appreciate? Nah, can't be. One of them was one of the highest scorers in Cleon. Maybe maybe... The world's full of possibilities. Now the other problem is that I have two more proses or poems to write and I don't know how to write reflections. I think reflections are all crap. people don't really write how they feel but how they want themselves to feel. It's all hypocrisy... You can't really say what you mean without fantasizing it. Seas... by the way, do you all know what's seas? It's actually haiz. can you see it? the direct translation. If you don't, nvm, I don't really kow how to explain it either. I'll end here. Clara's at swensens now. So good. I want to eat swensen's now also. Especially the baked rice and ice cream... duh? Swensen's famous for their ice cream. but nvm I'm craving for Sakura more. I'll ask my Mother to bring me there tmr... I'll really end here now... Au Revoir!

Is my SS so bad???

Sawadika!!! Ok, I'm becoming a sawadika freak. But don't you think it's nice? Cupping your hands and bowing down to some people in front of you then say sawadika...lol. Weird definition of nice. Anyways... I finished my rain gauge yesterday. it was soooooo fun doing it. We improvished like siao and used all the materials we can find in Patricia's hse. OOOOO, And her bro was like soooo nice, I love talking to him and by the way, Sito, you got a compeititor. Patricia's bro is as infectious as yours, if not better. lol. Anyways, as the holidays drag on, I'm beginning to get use to it, but the same old phrase, the hols sux. O ya. And I just realised I'm meeting Cleon people every week, that's like so fun. Apart from the work. Then today TT got trail for DSA pupils. Then the school team had to be briefed on what to do and I got singled out. -.- Then the coach warned me and warned me to be serious and he keeps threatening to take me out of the team. maybe like this is better, I can join other CCA. Who knows? I hate people who threatens me.. By the way.. Did I mentioned that my rain gauge looked sooooo nice? I'm in love with it. Really! It turned out so much better than I expected. Don't ask me how I did it because I'm not going to tell you. Seas.. Tomorrow whole day at home, nothing to do.. Maybe I will spend the day in retreat, thinking of new ideas for my Short Stories and poem maybe. Maybe.. 5th June is drawing nearer and nearer but not near enough. This one week is like one month last time. Sian. I need entertainment!!! And jokes.. maybe i'll go read joke books but almost all the jokes inside are lame. I will figure out something to do tomorrow, I suppose.

The ideas are there but I can't express it out. I keep thinking of the earthquakes and now my mind is completly filled up with earthquakes no room for anything else. Earthquake Earthquake Earthquake, I can't think of anymore. Not even fairytales... I need the ideas out NOW!!! I can't help but mutter my disdain for this holiday HW. One is mind-boggling enough... But three? o la la... how am I going to get out of this tradgedy alive and kicking??? My only comfort now is that I meeting some Cleon ppl later. Not much of a comforter but it still is... to some extent... I hope I complete all my HW on time... For the third time, the hols sux. Problems and more problems... haizzz

I have nothing to do now so I thought I'ld post...yeah... Anyways it's so sad larh, more and more problems are cropping up and I Have NO idea how to solve them. My creative juices are simply not coming out. I hope they do soon or else I'm goners. 5th June is still so far away and some people can't go. Sad! It's suppose to be a gathering for all of us but now? can't come can't go don't allow don't want not free... I just hope all of us can meet up and have FUN. I seriously need the FUN. The hols at home and home only will make me go MAD (become like Shrek...) lol. Maybe I'll become horizontally-challenged. Who knows? The holidays mean a time for relaxation, recreation and leisure. Modern days study show that holidays are no longer holidays and experts (me) claim that if this is the case, pupils would be better off without hols. Oh ya. And my prediction came true! It rained just now... lol.

I have to say this although it's not a very gd way to start a post. The holidays sux! My creative juices won't come out and the Hw can't be completed. And worst of all, I miss Cleon! It's like I have been talking to my friends almost everyday and all of a sudden, they are gone! G-O-N-E. I cannot talk to them physically for one whole longgggggg month. Ok, maybe not 1 month.two weeks. But really, two weeks is also very long as compared to everyday... isn't it? Argh! I hope my creative juices wld come flowing out of me soon. I really need the JUICE. I can't get anything done without it. I really hope the two weeks ltr would come sooner! My results last semester was not so idealistic so I should really do a gd job out of the hols Hw. Ya.. I should get going now cos the sky's black and I think it's going to rain... I don't care anyway, I'm at home. lol.